Monday, January 13, 2014

Too Short

Life is already too short to regret, to experience, to do everything you ever want to do.

And it shouldn't be made even shorter.

When we were little kids, we thought grown up was full of fun things. And I remember being excited about being 1 year older.

But now, as the year goes by, not all news are happy news anymore.

The parting of Izzy was way too soon. Espesh after what happened to Harry.

All I remember is the smiles of these people, and all of a sudden, the reality hits that we can no longer see these people anymore.

She may have only cross my life in a very short span, but to think that there is nowhere in this lifetime that I will ever walk into her again saddens me.

Her body is resting overseas, and to think that she is alone hurts me. I wish someone can go over soon and give her a hug, let her know that she's ok now. It may be too late, but she needs to know that she was loved, and is still loved.

It only takes 1 moment to change a life completely.

To all my friends, I don't want to shear any more tears.....

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Freedom

Some days, I miss the freedom

I'm not young enough to verbalize everything that happens in life.

I've learnt to let things go,

I've learnt to adapt.

No matter how mature a person looks, 21 is still a 21 years old.

I'm sick of being intruded by small little things.

I know it is my fault but she also have to learn that nothing can be done to perfection the way she likes to be.

Her definition of clean is not the same as everyone else.

You either adapt, or suck it in and do it yourself, or find your own place.

Girl, it's called cooperation...