Jealousy

It's stupid to feel jealousy towards pro dancers.

They have more than a bit of experience than you, and talent than you, and spent more hours practicing than you.

Yet I can't stop wishing that I could dance like them, blasting the floor.

For me, dancing better is not to show off (well, most of the time), but it's about having to do ANYTHING that I want to do exactly the way I imagined in my mind or even better.

But also, there is a part of me that can't tolerate being just an average dancer again. I want to be better, I want to be the girl that everyone want to watch again.

I want to stand in fornt of the mirror, and practice my moves again.

I want critiques.

I want the adrenalines of the competitions.

I want to be out there again.

I want to live the life of my other dream.

I WANT TO DANCE