I also do love bachata, but it was a completely different world when compared to Ceroc. Ceroc was a social dancing, and to dance with anyone. Bachata was to melt myself into the music and fall in love all again.
Yet, looking at those clips from ceroc, my heart doesn't pounder anymore. The oohs and ahhs and the glamours I used to see in ceroc is not there anymore. When I get back onto the dance floor, there is still no other dancing that puts me on a high as much as ceroc does.
I can jump, I can fly, I can slide, I can do anything.
Yet, there is part of me that wants to more. I want to be up there with the professionals.
Dancing is still my hobby, but dancing in a little island isn't enough anymore. I want more.
Dancing WCS and Salsa and bachata, they all taught me that you need technicalities to dance better. Just having a passions is not enough. Ceroc may be free, but that also means there are no basics. Seeing Chuck Brown in real life really doesn't help either. Even the way he warms up, you can tell instantly the difference between any Cerocers, and triggers my want for being better.
knowing that I can hit the beat better, knowing that I can feel the music better than those teachers on those dvd's that I used to admire, I am being more and more greedy.
I wish I had a partner again. I wish that I had a partner that can read every moves that I want.
I want to be out there, to burn the floor once again.
I look back at the piles of my old Ceroc notes of moves. And remember those days that manhattan was a pretty and an awesome move, and swan dip was a extremely hard execution. I wonder where those days has gone....
But am I wanting to be better to be on the top for Ceroc? I don't know... I truly don't know.....
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