Closure

I never though I would have a closure for this guy.

He was like nobody I knew. I never had to fake myself in front of you.

We started off ugly, and you also manage to beat up every attempt on trust I had for you.

The dinner last night was probably the most civilized you I have ever seen since the time before we got together.

And I can see what others meant by when you're in a relationship, you do love the person, and only the person.

But you came too late.

You asked me


"You never trusted me did you?"


The answer is


"no, I trusted you, but you broke my trust every single time".


All I wanted was 1 word out of you. Just to say that you're not in it just for the benefits.

It was so easy, yet it was 1 thing you just refused to do.

I never asked you to settle down,

I never asked you to be in a "relationship"

but instead, you told me


"we can change from friends to friends with benefits".


I may act like a bro, but I am still a girl.

I still see the attraction I saw on him, and I do enjoy his company, but it's not the same.

All the other guys I meet, it only puts 1 man on my mind now. And everyone else just seems so washed away. And you're not the exception.

Crazy cat, I can almost say I loved you. But you missed the biggest chance.

I won't say you don't have any chancee, but what you lost, you better try twice as hard to get it back if you really want it.

A candle lit dinner and your compliments are not enough anymore.