Desitny

I believe in destiny.

I believe that every one of us has a meaning for living. That belief my discolor every now and then, but most of time, it's on top of my belief list.

And I also believe that certain thing in life is meant to happen. And happen for a reason whether it seems bad or not at the time.

Big daddy has been so supportive the whole time that I was in Singapore, and every now and then, my greediness came out to say that I MUST track him, I don't want to lose him.

I still love him equally, but ever since me and him had

"the talk"

I don't feel so insecure anymore.

What I didn't want is the fact that it was only me who had a feeling this whole time. And that he was just keeping up with it, coz he was too nice to say no.

But knowing that somewhere along the line, our hearts crossed, it means more in a way that our lives has crossed.

We're still traveling on a gravel road, not knowing what we want in life, or where we want to go from here, but all I know is that, there was that one time, we were connected, mind and spirit.

I still want him if I can, but I gave up on trying to stop the boat that is not willing to rest it's sails.

I will be hurt  if the day comes that turns out that I'm not the one,

but for now, even if he doesn't say anything special, he still doesn't fail to put a smile on my face.

And that's all I need.

A SMILE.

Happy birthday my friend. Will love you forever.