Love you lots Daddy!!

Its good to wake up in the morning (well almost afternoon for me today) and you know that you woke up from the right side of the bed.

Now in a way, having one of these morning in the weekend is bad coz I used to be in the situation when I was working at restaurant and was so stressed to the point that I only felt good in the weekend. It even got to the point that I even had less bags under my eyes in the weekend, and actually had natural smiles on my face. I will admit that I'm not the best person with handling stress, I get pissy at too many little things, rather than just letting it slide.

The last few days had been really hard on me again, just without any warning. But my lovely mentor friend Daddy-long-legs (or just Daddy to save the line) came to rescue at times like that. He never fails to put a smile on my face, and everything about him is just so so adorable. I wish he was here to hug as well and it would make things perfect! But I guess I shouldn't be too greedy. He already gives me everything that I need to get through in this country.

I was talking to lovely Yas last night. She was a colleague at the chocolate factory who was on a same boat as me. She didn't get her contract extended either and got terminated. Except she took this opportunity to go on the biggest OE of her life, travelling right across Europe.  She asked me

"How are you?? How is the life in Singapore??"

I told her the truth, about how much of a dream shambler it was. Then she said to me

"Get outa there, leave the county, go and explore!! Life is too short and youth is even shorter!"

I knew she was right, but I gave her all these excuses why I can't leave yet.  I made a deadline of another year and a half in Singapore. I think I can handle that length of time as long as I know that I won’t be here for rest of my life. But an idea did pop into my brain. I'll job hunt, I'll do it actively now, so if there is an opportunity, I can leave. Despite how much I like the ocean and traveling I can do around here, it doesn't worth it to stay.

Europe, you better watch out coz I'm all in for you!