I told myself I'm not falling in love again
I'm not falling in love with another guy, who won't love me back the way I want to be loved.
Yet, I can't help falling in love.
I kept telling myself he's not a love, just a good company.
I wonder to myself, what happened to me who were ok with not hearing back.
When did I get so needy again?
Knowing i'm just hurting myself again is just an act of stupidity. But may be it's too late...